I don’t really get it. One day we were as close as a tape on a paper but on the next, it feels as if the tape was ripped off, leaving memorable marks on both the paper and the tape. I know it sounds like a cheesy figure of speech but it can’t be helped. It really feels that way, having a friendly relationship ripped apart and the scratch marks are the memories that you shared that cannot be put back to the way it was before.
I guess it’s related to the way people change over time and maybe related to the tough experiences they both go through in the courses of their lives (wow. Haha). But why? Do friends just get tired of each other? Do they get too accustomed to each other too much that they start to get bored? Or is it just something like an awkward state or disagreement came between them? I don’t know what it is, but it feels heartbreaking when you remember those nostalgic memories you once had. And because of that, sometimes it crosses your mind if “is change that inevitable, hurtful and bad?”.
Sometimes, it just feels like all you can say is “I don’t know…”